Biting my cheek, staring at the phone
Wondering if you'll call but i know you won't.
Tallying the days that you've let me down
This is day 5.
In the beginning you liked me so well,
But the last few months i don't know what you've felt.
Time is corroding your interest in me,
So why is mine still flourishing?
You are slowly breaking me down....
Bogus talk, bogus excuse
Was I something to you aside from new?
All effort i could give didn't do anything
And now we are through.
But I held up hopes
And I held up dreams
But I was ever the only one fighting
and you didn't care to save what you could
you gave it all to me and said "do what you want".
Bridge:
and all your promises and compliments feel like a farce
and i'm left wondering if you just played your part
still here i sit, a bit broken and reduced
and feeling crazy for still thinking about you
and feeling crazy for still thinking about you....
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